03 May 2013 @ 09:32 pm
PROMPT#82: ALWAYS  
Title: Promise Me
Author: GlambertUK71
Pairing/Characters: Adam Lambert/Tommy Joe Ratliff
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 6x100
Content/Warning(s): None
Author's notes: Written for , prompt #082: Always. Heard the song by Beverley Craven on the radio and it kinda wrote itself from there! For my Glamsista @zazajb, in exchange for goodies from Florida and the inflatable guitar!. Of course this is not real and never really happened.



Adam looked across the room as the sound of a match being struck broke the early morning silence. The alarm clock glowed 4.07am over on the night stand, a faint grey bleeding into the room from outside. Tommy lit another splif and quietly crossed back to the bed. Adam bit back a disapproving tut and instead hitched himself upright and leant across to grab the almost empty wine bottle from beside the bed, pouring himself a half glass of the red they’d brought up here last night. Tommy sat down and reached one hand across to lightly caress Adam’s cheek.


-V-

A small smile touched his lips, pinched around his cigarette. Adam smiled back, reaching up his free hand to rub his fingers over Tommy’s. Now he was right where he wanted to be. Losing track of time and just being here in this moment, with Tommy and the quiet. His mind flitted back to last night; the rain, the race to the door, the shedding of clothes in the hallway, the kisses, the caresses…. He brought his focus back to the man beside him. Tommy had shifted on the bed, turning back towards the window, his head wreathed in smoke.

-V-

Adam gazed at his profile, and a tightness welled up in his chest and travelled up into his throat. “He’s in another world”, Adam thought, his breath catching. He brought the wine to his lips and sipped thoughtfully. He could read Tommy’s mind as if it were his own. How could Tommy be so far away when he was lying right next to him? Adam put the glass back down and the sound made Tommy turn back for an instant. He crushed the splif out on the ash tray on his side of the bed, and slowly pushed himself away.

-V-

Pacing over to the curtains, Tommy pulled one aside to stare out as the new day started. Adam sighed, blinking nervously. He was going to miss this so much, miss this man so much. Going away was necessary, but it still hurt to be separated. He would yearn for Tommy until he returned; Hell, he would be thinking of him night and day too, for that matter, but what about….
“Promise me?”
He was suddenly aware that he’d spoken out loud, and that his fears and doubts had finally manifested themselves. The silence suddenly felt heavy, like a suffocating blanket.

-V-

Tommy turned, and with a speed Adam had never really witnessed, crossed the room and scrambled up onto the bed, coming to a halt as he tucked himself against Adam’s chest and rested his head against Adam’s shoulder.
“Promise you what?” Tommy looked up into Adam’s too blue orbs through his fringe, his long lashes clouding his eyes and the thoughts they held there.
“Promise me you’ll wait for me, coz I’m saving all my love just for you Glitterbaby?”
When Tommy didn’t reply, Adam shifted again and turned Tommy in his lap to face him. Tommy hung his head.

-V-

Biting his lower lip, Tommy raised his head. Adam grabbed his arms and resisted the urge to hang on tight. “I need to know you feel the same way too.”
Tommy glanced over Adam’s shoulder at the ticket that sat on the dresser in the corner for a brief second before his gaze returned to his lover. The silence stretched for an eternity, and Adam had to quell the sickening feeling in his stomach.
Slowly a smile spread over Tommy’s face, splitting into a grin that lit up his eyes and matched the sunlight now spilling into the room.
“Always".
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Current Location: UK
Current Music: Promise This by Beverley Craven,Broken Open by Adam Lambert
 
 
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casey270[personal profile] casey270 on May 4th, 2013 01:57 am (UTC)
i love the way you did the emotions in this. it has an almost film noir feeling, but warmer somehow. i hope you continue posting here
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glambertuk71[personal profile] glambertuk71 on May 4th, 2013 05:55 am (UTC)
Thank you so much bb! Still getting the hang of posting on here, but want to try and write for each prompt from now on, as I need to write more and like a challenge! Who knew I could do film noir! <333
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jeweledvixen: A Adam BTIKM Lighter[personal profile] jeweledvixen on May 4th, 2013 03:47 am (UTC)
This was wonderful. Kind of ethereal; sweet, romantic and angsty - like seeing it through the smoke of Tommy's cig. Then at the end it became real and vivid.
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glambertuk71[personal profile] glambertuk71 on May 4th, 2013 05:57 am (UTC)
Awww bb, so kind of you. Yes, I can really picture the two of them in the room, in the early light wreathed in smoke. And I like angsty!
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glitterwriter[personal profile] glitterwriter on May 4th, 2013 11:57 am (UTC)
That was really lovely! The love and insecurity captured to well.
And I LOVE the song! <3
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glambertuk71[personal profile] glambertuk71 on May 5th, 2013 06:22 pm (UTC)
That's exactly what I wanted to capture, an early morning moment of light and shadow when insecurities rise to the surface and doubts are manifested. Your comments, love and support are deeply appreciated. <3
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thraceadams: Adam and Tommy Finger Chin Kiss[personal profile] thraceadams on May 4th, 2013 02:01 pm (UTC)
This was lovely, you did a great job with this :D
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glambertuk71[personal profile] glambertuk71 on May 5th, 2013 06:17 pm (UTC)
Promise Me
Coming from you that means SO much bb! I'm glad you enjoyed it. <3
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arianne_maya[personal profile] arianne_maya on May 5th, 2013 01:32 pm (UTC)
I love the bittersweet taste in this. Very well done.
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glambertuk71[personal profile] glambertuk71 on May 5th, 2013 06:15 pm (UTC)
Promise Me
Thank you bb! Yes, a bittersweet moment for them, but I think in my universe Tommy does love him. More to come I hope with the next prompt! <3
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leela_cat: Adam/Tommy - Touch on Stage[personal profile] leela_cat on May 12th, 2013 04:54 pm (UTC)
Of course, he'll wait. :) How could he not?

Very nicely done.
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